well along this week I finally had the guts to tell my best guyfriend that I wanted to be more than friends. So after school on wednesday I was by my locker and he came up to me and we hugged (the usual) and we walked. So I told him in a text that i needed to talk "seriously" with him; and so we kept walking until we got to his locker and he took out his stuff. Well I looked at him in the eyes and then I said, "mathew.. I think Im.." when out of no where I just stopped and walked away cussing at myself because i couldnt come OUT WITH IT i was soo angry at myself.
When I turned to go back there SHE was
trying to get a little something from his lips and they're not even together. wow i thought to myself am i really that idiotic i know he doesnt like me he wants her some one prettier and sexier than me not any thick girl
so as usual i just walked away. MY JESUS i am so mad atmyself i mean i dont know what to do...can someone just help me please im slowly going insane
its true what they say LOVE IS A SLOW FORM OF SUICIDE