lol i got a job.

i just hope i dont work graveyard man fuckfuckfuck its gonna be graveyard...
and an hour bus ride there and back everyday...

jesus christ what did i get myself into..

i loved nights, less chance of suits on your ass in my experience

true, but graveyard destroyed me last time i worked it..

i once didnt see the sun for such a long time.. it was weird one day i walk outside, and i see light blue and im like jesus christ, i havent seen the sun in weeks!

thats cuz graveyard sucks FUCKFACE!!!!!!!!!!!

i saw way more daylight on nights, worked 11pm - 7am, slept from 8am - 1 pm, napped again from 8pm - 10 pm, loved it

i worked 8-2 for a bit. when i first started graveyard.

ok folks nothin to see here!!

apparently my apprenticehsip is an apparition and my apparatus is amplified!

umm, the job isnt REAL!

its fake!

in my minds eye!

i made up this phone call, and this phone interview...

I'm startin to get real worried about your mental health, O.G.

ummm.... as Rove says "What the?"

What a surprise.

Can't you just find one course to take and show up for? Do that, and next time take two, and then three, and so on.


Story time, I have a cousin who had severe dyslexia just about before that was a word. We all went to catholic school, she three years behind me and four behind her sister. Sister and I were the straight A types (yawn, though neither of those paths happened to be all that easy, re family mishugas, and with her, health.) Younger cousin flunked Latin 1A three times, I think. She did muddle through, not least since she got 800 out of 800 on the old math SAT. She got through college using a tape recorder for her classes, graduated in sociology back when tape recorders were sort of bulko. Not that she or I or my older cousin lived your or Robert's lives. I believe Robert's.

You live in a tough place, apparently. My husband was raised two blocks from Florence and Normandie, and earlier was playing baseball in Watts the day the Watt's 'riots' happened. Don't pawn the poor me **** here.

Unless of course it's real. We do have a2kers going through real trouble as you whine on.

Just get your ass down to the local animal shelter and make friends.

im thinking baout it, the pay sucks tho, even tho animals are cool as shitl, i think i have to stop thinking i can get work doing what i love and be a success.

instead of aiming at some "ideal", im being "real"


lol!

anyways piss test and typing test tomorrow.

so i start thursday or friday or wait for monday for training..

(*cough* script reading *cough* , i need training?)

40 hours a week guaranteed and 10 hours a day 5 days a week if i want to volunteer for it?

thats 1600 a month , without doing any math, net cash money every payday..

and if i get my own house, renting sucks but w/e, ill be happy as ****..

and the bus ride will give me time to center myself, go over some plans and goals, and make me want to get my motorcycle faster.

so yeah im super good right now, im wehre i was 3 years ago before i let me family decide my fate.

l9ke exactly where i was, same house, same neighbhorhood, same clothes, same friends, lol same everything..

Good for you dude. Stay positive about things and you will get positive results.

Cycloptichorn