i ******* hate watching videos of polic egetting the **** beat out of them..

My appreciation of Robert is endless, and that's enough of that.



Mr. Whine, not so much, though I manage to keep posting, annoying myself, but it is like watching a fulmination of car crashes with fools doing the driving, while hoping to save a guy. Storybook, but unless he gathers himself, no go, eh, where's the evidence, and he seems to even like self destructo.

wow we went thru like exactly the same ****, except i wasnt homeless, well, i mean living in a house with no water and power, but eh.


ive never met anyone who knew what it was like.its razy..

ill think of it...

oh like u know, being a plant in a concrete sidewalk crack

its tough enough growing, yet alone surviving being stomped on all day. sometimes u just want to shirivel up and die.

but u just sit there, and sit there, scraping by.

and then u see shrubs and bushes in their planters and your like WOW!

he gets manicured, and eats good (fertilizer) , and has running water (sprinklers!)

LOL!
ok enough metaphor simile whatever..


and on the self destruction, unless my emotions are destroying me, im not physically doing it.

i dont drink soda, plant what i eat, balance what i eat, if possible actually.

stay away from preservatives, exercise drink green tea every day..

i dont think im anything except sick and tired.

some may find it funny, or dumb, or somethin

all i want, is to be comforted, instead every day is like some sort of ludicris nightmare..

the police, my family, my friends, my parents, my teachers, my jobs..

and these stress knots wont go away.. every day..

i have to act confident and outgoing, with this pain in my neck.. for like 4 fuckin years its/

it is what it is.

OGIONIK
This post that Robert wrote not only brought tears to my eyes, but a smile too. He opened up and wrote from the heart and not many people would bother and take the time to do that. I hope you really read and digest what he wrote and learn from it. I believe a person is never too old to learn and for someone so young to be so wise and share that wisdom actually amazed me. Most people put in those circumstances that he described would probably just give up. He didn't give up, he went forward. Learn from that, I know I did and I am probably twice his age.

Air is bad for you. If you breathe enough of it, you eventually die.

this strikes me as random.

yes. it seems the only one who didn't benefit from it is ogionik

If I start up a ton of emo posts like Ogoink, can I have RG as my mentor?

*goes off to post mindless ramblings, just to get attention*

Yes, it rains down south...especially on the railroad tracks.

sorry if i missed the point of this post.

*shrug*