@RABEL222,
I don't propose to give you any **** at all. I don't propose either to tell you how to arrange your life, and certainly don't solicit your advice about mine.
You appear to believe that economic activity is a zero sum game. That's a primitive, unenlightened view. You are simply wrong. I help run and grow a business that employs many hundreds of people and we work to make it grow.
Could it be prolonged inactivity that has made you so dour, self-righteous and judgmental.? Get off your ass and lighten up !