littlek wrote:There were many teachers out at this professional day. The principal was out for the day as well. We were understaffed and I think the kids knew it.
There's your reason, k.
As much as I have no doubt you have a great relationship with the class, they know you as a
student teacher. Sadly,
status is status as far as students go. When you have the status of a "proper" teacher, with your
own class you will be amazed at how much more authority you possess!
Have you ever wondered why a year level coordinator, or the principle or vice-principle have so much respect? Partly it's because they're terrific at their jobs (maybe?), but mostly it's because of their
status ... stuff around with them & there will be consequences! They have the
authority to make consequences happen! Students absolutely know this!
Trust me on this!
So don't be so hard on yourself. You've worked really well with that class. And I'm certain they appreciate your efforts.
Frankly, I think it wasn't quite the
right or "professional" thing to do to leave you in charge of this class, at all. And most likely, you weren't being
paid to be a "real teacher" for the day, either!