Blondie-
1. start loving yourself this will make you feel better outwardly
2. portion eating - portion your meals and dont eat until you are full.
3. avoid fast foods...that means no drive thrus and no eating out. cook at home more and always include salads in all your servings.
4. exercise regularly. it doesnt mean you have to go to the gym and run for 2 hours straight. you can walk around the block, the park, the mall as long as you are walking briskly. (don't forget to break a sweat)
5. drink LOTS of water and eat lots of FIBEROUS foods
6. get your 7-8 hours of sleep. sleep is important.
7. we are all here for you and you are doing a GREAT job.
you do NOT need medication to lose weight. medication only makes your body vulnerable and addicted to it. once you get off that pill, you will feel awful because the weight you lost will come back.