Need a little help here

I'm going to try to make this as short as possible. I fell for one of my best friends. We are very close and can tell each other anything. We've been through a lot together the past year, both of us going through break ups, I tried to move away and it didn't work out like I had hoped, but a big one that we went through is when I almost died in a car wreck. Through my process in healing she has been here a lot for me. As in constantly comes to visit me and get me out of the house at least once a week. Through the course of all this I started to realize that she's not just my best friend but that I really care about her and love her, but I kept it to myself for a month or so because I didn't feel like she felt that way about me. More specifically she one time told me a conversation that she was having about me with her grandmother in which her grandmother asked "Why arn't you dating him?". To which she responded that it would be wierd because I used to date her cousin. I took that as there was never a chance. So a few weeks back I spilled my feelings out to her on a car ride home from a night out. She told me that she had feelings for me back when I came home from Texas and all through my accident but that she couldn't as she started seeing her ex who she constantly complained to me about before she knew how I felt about her, again because she never got the idea I felt that way about her too. Now for the last month or so things have been really awkward between us. I am obviously upset and she keeps telling me she desperately doesn't want our friendship to change, to the point of her crying the last time we hung out. I guess the questions I have are: A) Do you think she still has feelings for me as more than a friend? and B) What do I do from here? It kills me because of how I feel about her but at the same time regardless of all of this I still really care about her and don't want to lose what we had before either.