In Your Head

Ummmm.....

No.

Thanks anyway.

(I'm not an open-toed type gal. Keeping in mind that I have no big toe nails.....)

A mistake. Anyone could have made it. Don't feel bad.

Love ya for tryin though.

no big toe nails?
were you a swimmer as a kid?


ok - how about some nice linen overalls from the Spiegel clearance rack?

Yep, I'm still a swimmer. But the removal of toe nails resulted in me cutting them wrong and wearing ill-fitted high heels for too many years.

I love my olive green Levi overalls.....suppose I could do with another pair. Are you pickin me up or am I coming to get you? Should we meet half way?

Can we stop by Cinnabon for some awesome coffee?

My new Civic has a/c, and I'm in the mood for a road trip - so I'll come get you. I just have to decide which hat to wear.

Pick a hat out for me, too! Please!

hmmmmmm, since you're kind of new to girly-girl hats, you might want to start easy - either a bucket hat or a crusher like this one




and then we work you up to






over time of course

I look pretty good in a Stetson.....Can we forego your choices (love ya, mean it) for a Stetson?

hmmmmm. Stetson's are good. But, hmmmmmm.

Okay, nevermind. I will leave the choice up to you. You are the hat Queen and I trust you completely.

Ha! A Stetson! What was I thinking?

Yea, Rae, what were you thinking? LOL

Slap me silly and call me Sally! (good to see ya c.i.!)

Of course you want a cigarette. I know I will in a week's time. Just have to make sure that somehow wanting one doesn't become doing one. Easier said that done, I know. I have gone through it before.

sumac ~ my demon's run deep. Keepin my fingers crossed for you.

Rae,
Mine too. I am a true addictive personality and have been smoking for a long, long time. Not looking forward to Sept. 1.

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there's one advantage to having this dicussion on this thread, Rae;
you are constantly being reminded that it is "all in your head"! :wink:

sumac, Most people become addicted to smoking, so you're not alone. It took me three times to go cold turkey, and finally kicked the habit. That was almost forty years ago.

Demons in my head.....I appreciate, more than anyone will ever know, the good thoughts. The task set before me though is to choose between one demon and another.

choose me!
no, choose me!
no, choose me!
no, choose me!
no, choose me!
no, choose me!

You have sucessfully narrated the thoughts that run through my head constantly.

I think I need to give sumac a hug. No, I know I need to give sumac a hug. I need one, too.

c.i. ~ I'm glad you gave up the habit so that the rest of us can enjoy your company today. Your footsteps are hard to follow.

Thank you for the kind enouragement, sumac, Lola and ossobuco too.
The words were 15 minutes stream of consciousness,
recent memories just drifting, in my head.
I usually write this stuff in my journal, but why not here?

I didn't read the words myself until after hitting "submit"
but it seems like a poem somehow. Funny. Words are strange.
Strange syllables. Strange symbols.



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PS -- I just looked up the definition: "su·per·flu·id -- n.
A fluid, such as a liquid form of helium, exhibiting a frictionless flow at temperatures close to absolute zero."

I can't get stuck. People come and go all the time.
Vivid and beautiful memories, but I can't get stuck no matter
how warm they are, or it'll tear me apart when they go.
Flow gracefully and keep swimming.
Maybe next year it'll be different.