Yeah, I Had A Dream
by Endymion
Why? I keep asking this question. Why do we do it to each other? Why do we humans have to hate one another? Why are some people without a conscience, while others seem to take on themselves the crimes of the evildoers and feel the weight of their shame for them?
When I was a child, I looked out at the world and thought - one day I'll be out there and I'll be free, I won't have to be afraid anymore.
Now I look out there and it's like looking back into that house. Where torture and the threat of violent death were done in the name of righteousness.
I wanted to die when I was a teenager - but someone got hold of me and said - give the world a chance. Do the therapy, get yourself a career, do whatever it takes to save that kid who has been waiting so long - hanging on.
So, for the kid I was, I did all that. I gave the world a chance.
What a fool I've been.
Like a lot of kids around the planet growing up in a dire situation (and I know I was privileged to grow up in Britain, as far as having enough to eat etc goes) I had a dream.
Yes, I had a dream. Something to aspire to - to learn from.
Mine was based on a childish perception of simply 'good over evil.' (Hollywood style).
For millions who suffer under corrupt regimes and who struggle against oppression - America was their only hope.
What's happened America?
Does George Bush have any idea how many hearts and minds he has destroyed right around the planet? How many limbs and lives have been lost? Do the American people?
All around the world, hope is dying.
I think about that kid, still hanging on. I think about him a lot. I think about him every day now. As I think about what's happening in the Supreme Court in America and prepare myself for more bad news.
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I know that if America gives up on human rights, then all around the world others will feel more justified in doing the same.
Children who are in a similar or worse situation than I was as a boy, need to have a dream they can believe in - and one that will not fail them.
They need to believe that rescue is coming - that there is a responsible country out there who can morally put pressure on their governments to treat them right. Maybe their belief in good over evil is all they have. Or had. And not just them, but all sorts of people, who live lives beyond the understanding of many. Numbers of suicides are going up for good reason.
I'm at the end of waiting.
As far as I can see - people are either with the war criminals - or against them.
George Bush is a war criminal and unless he is impeached and sent to face trial at Nuremberg, I'm going to give up the dream. Quietly, and without fuss. Because what is the point hanging on to a dream that isn't real? That no longer exists?
I mean, what the hell am I hanging on for? F*cking Christmas?
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Oh yeah - i had another dream
In it, we did not invade Iraq. Instead, British and American troops were deployed to Darfur.
Instead of millions dying in the middle east, because of greed and ego -
Millions were saved in Africa.
Instead of a holocaust of death, the 3 million ghosts on 2 continents (that do not haunt George Bush, but haunt ME) were still alive today.
The medals we were given, the friends who died, the pain we suffered - all was accepted as honourable.
Just a dream