Specifically..the recent lack of it along with a large job to get done.
Laid off...again.
The market is horrid but, better than last year I think, so I am keeping my positive attitude...for how long, I have no idea. The man I had worked for up until Friday was the spawn of Lucifer so, really...it's all good. I however will surely not be commuting only 1 mile a day in the future...so sad but, I hope to at least be paid more so that could work well.
I have already applied to a few positions, one I am most interested in, and just can't wait to have everyone get back to work from the long holiday weekend so that perhaps I can get back to work myself.

oiy. It being Sunday, there is that large paper to review carefully but, aha...I am working today so my day tomorrow should be full of lovely ads, well I hope at least.
Now, you are confused..yes? I know, me to. yes, I am working today, doing that which I enjoy the most but only do for good friends and special occassions, photographing an Anniversary.
I am also managing a studio, or should I say the closing of a studio. Its a large job, and due to my dear friend passing away, so it is also a very emotional ride. Its a big job, and seems that I will now have the time to get more of it done and perhaps even completed in the time allowed by the family, of which I recently had been concerned. Brides are their own individiual personalities, really. And after the work directly related to the customers is completed I must take a big breath and assist with the auctioning and donating and eventual dissolution of it all.
So, that is the background and my complaint really is that its been a tough couple of years and while I think prospects are good for full time permanent things, in the mean time I can get some things done that need to be done but....at very little income. Sigh, always comes down to that.