Ok, so things aren't as bad as crying, but I'm pretty fed up. Basically, I wanna know if anyone can help me broaden my horizons.
Ok, so I'm a pensions administrator, have been for 2 yrs and I hate it, buts it putting food on the table so I can't complain, but I'm gonna

cause you only have one life and I don't wanna waste it in pensions.
Right brief summary of history:
5 yrs at Art college with 3 recognised an GOOD diplomas. I love art. Left wanting to do special effects makeup.
I am currently studying CSCT lvl 2 in Counselling Skills, part time in the evenings
Only job I had, which I enjoyed was Youth Worker, but this was only part time, and I had to give it up, because I couldn't drive and I was testing friends patience with lifts(i'm now learning to drive). I was co-ordinating art projects with young people, getting them involved, getting me involved etc etc. It was excellent!!!!
I have seen positions available like Youth Arts Co-Ordinator, and Youth Development Officer for various local councils, but these come up few and far between. I have soken to the local councils and boroughs, but to no avail. I have also decided that I don't want to be a teacher!!!!!!!!!
Basically, I like working with Art, I like being involved and organising projects and I'm a people person. I don't think there's anything out there for me. I did look at doing volunteer work abroad, but to pay to be a volunteer kinda defies the point I feel. I also don't mind moving abroad to work/live. (I know the UK is pretty ikkle).
Is there anyone that can shed any light on my plight to being happy while I work? Anyone know of any cool companies/organisations that just do the greatest things?
If anyone can tell me of jobs/area's where I should be looking that would suit my need and I am overlooking , I would seriously be so appreciative.
I'll sit here, with my arms and legs crossed and wait........