Eva wrote:I'm sorry you're having to go through this, mg.
Just be sure you tell the children (again and again) that both you and Daddy love them and always will, and that your decision to live apart has nothing AT ALL to do with them...you just knew that it would be better for everyone this way.
It's amazing how children tend to blame themselves for a divorce, even years later.
If possible, try to form an amicable parenting partnership so you can spend some holidays together...school events...things like that. Those are tough for children of divorce.
Eva, thanks for your words. I got so sad this evening. My ex- is out tonight (we aren't yet set up in the apt) and as I was getting the children outof the car to go inside, my oldest asked where daddy was. I said he's out for the night, and she said, "oh, good! That way I get to spend more time with you. I get sad when you are out, but if daddy's out, I get to spend all night with you and I love you." Silly thing has always been a mama's girl, but what made me sad was thinking about her missing me on the nights when I am not there. I started to set the stage a little - though she's already used to seeing us adults not really overlap in the house much - by saying "sometimes daddy with be with you, and sometimes mommy will, but we'll always be thinking of you and loving you no matter where we are." Just trying to plant and water that seed. It will be difficult to have the conversation in a way that doesn't freak her out. It's a tough age - she's inthe throes of nightmares and fears, and being alone is a huge one for her.
I am hoping, hoping, hoping we will be amicable and work well together. He's not taking the divorce well at all right now, and I'm hopeful that finally living apart permanently will keep the wound from constantly being reopened. In my view, the children can be fine after a divorce IF the parents behave and do everything they can to make it so.