I'd just like to hear others' thoughts on this.
I've been having a hard time adjusting to a full time job. I've found that in an office environment, its hard to be an honest person with integrity when other's just seem to want to take advantage of that. Where I work, if you aren't against management and cheating with "numbers and inventory" than you aren't accepted as a "fellow coworker". Instead you're treated like an outsider, or an enemy. I'm never invited to lunch with my "team", and no one shares any office news with me. They barely talk to me, and if I'm within ear-shot, they sometimes just stop talking.
I'm not saying I never do anything wrong, but in any job the name of the game is "what does management want today", and I've just accepted that. So I probably look like a suck-up to most of the other employees. Don't get me wrong, though. I just do my work - I don't step on other people to make myself look better or anything at all like that.
It gets tiring. I'd like to be myself, and enjoy the people I work with, but it seems that unless I have a bad attitude towards the employer, I'll never be accepted. I just can't take many more knives in my back.
Maybe, though, its best that I'm not accepted by discontented coworkers who haven't seen a promotion in years.
Has anyone else experienced this? Or do you want to throw a stapler at me? ha ha