Echi... wow... talk about a loaded question! GOOD NIGHT!
LOL... ok... thank you for having the guts to ask me that. I have wondered if anyone really wondered where I stand.
I gave this response to a friend of mine it pretty much sums it all up. Well I consider him a friend, I hope the feeling is mutual... LOL
Quote:I do my best not to label people. (though I admit sometimes it is incredibly difficult!) I try to see people like the can in the grocery store that the label fell off of so it's on sale for 25 cents. It's contents are a mystery. You won't know what it is unless you are willing to invest your 25 cents in it and open it up.
You could get a can of fruit cocktail... or it could be a can of squash... but if you ask me... it's worth the investment either way. I don't wear labels. I used to. First I was a "christian" but then I began to see the carbon copies the "church" was producing. I'm not that. I could never be that. Lord knows I tried and I failed every time. I even got asked to leave churches because of my refusal to "conform". So then I became a "disciple of Jesus". LOL that didn't last too long when I realized what that really meant and how far I was from being a disciple of anything good. So now what am I you ask? I am me. That's it. No fireworks. No blazing tommy guns. I'm just what I am. I am different. I don't know why. I don't know how. I used to see it as being a curse of some sort because all I wanted was to fit in somewhere. All I wanted was to feel accepted. But when I realized the cost of acceptance within christian circles I decided it wasn't a price I was willing to pay. I can't be a carbon copy. They're too flammable if you ask me... (LOL it was a joke... please don't be offended!)
As far as what I believe well it's simple:
I believe in God.
But I don't believe in shoving Him down other peoples throats.
I believe that Jesus is the Son of God.
But I don't belive that means I need to prance around proclaiming false prophesy's.
I believe that He died for my sins.
But I don't believe in condemning people if they don't believe that.
I believe that He is the reason I am here today.
But I don't believe I need to criticize people who haven't walked in my shoes.
I believe that the bible is the word of God and have yet to find a question of my own that hasn't been answered in some way by it.
But I don't believe in throwing scriptures around just to prove a point or make myself look good.
I believe in looking at yourself before pointing the finger at someone else.
Remember... You have
one finger pointing at them... but
three of them are pointing right back at you.
(One of the kids I used to work with told me that one time when he got me all wound up about something and I pointed my finger and him, making some bold statement... LOL boy did he put me in my place!)
I believe everyone is unique and needs to be viewed as such.
I don't believe in labeling people just because they they don't fit a certain criteria.
I believe in being real in everything I say and do.
I don't believe in pretending I'm anything particular just to appease a certain group.
I believe in doing my best to live what I believe in everything I do.
I don't believe in setting unrealistic standards to live by for myself or anyone else.
I believe in seeing the good in people. No matter how they look or act on the outside.
I don't believe in turning my nose up at anyone just because I'm not happy with what's portrayed on the outside.
I believe in being honest, even if sometimes that brings a little pain. You see, sometimes getting prodded a little is what has caused me to realize I was doing something wrong.
I don't believe in beating anyone to a bloody pulp just to prove my point or to make them feel bad.
I could go on like this forever. But I think you get my point. I am not perfect. I will never claim to be. I have to look in the mirror every day and face what I am. Sometimes I like what I see. Sometimes I see blaring imperfections I still need to work on. But regardless of everything... all my mistakes... all my trials... all my private struggles... I know only one thing.
I am who I am. That is all I can ever be.