Mundane participation for the tragically bored.

Wearing: sweat pants, t-shirt, grief
Hearing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: I should be drinking SOMETHING but I still must consider I have a job tomorrow.
Doing: Nothing but feeling confused and scared and lonely about today's monstrously unexpected turn of events which I will not elucidate here.
Wanting: TheDivaden back. I need her now more then ever.
Not looking forward to: What comes next. This maybe my last post here at a2k if things continue to fall further apart.

Ai yi yi.

Sympathy here.

Wearing: strange red/white striped pj pants that look like bloomers, a 30-year old nightgown that I'm going to have to retire a decade ago
Hearing: something oddly punkish on the radio
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: decaf Earl Grey tea
Doing: listening for the drier ... or not
Wanting: The Tsar to have a series of better evenings, nights and days
looking forward to: the long weekend - cleaning up the mess that the melting snow has revealed in the backyard

sending hugs to (((((( tsarstepan))))))

and wishing they could be helpful

Wearing: turquoise plaid pj bottoms, white tank, black fleece shirt, fuzzy black slippers, hair is a knotted mess...again. (thinking about cutting the mess off)
Hearing: doggies telling me they are ready to come inside.
Eating: Nothing - but need to - I have the shakes. I think it is from lack of sugar though.
Drinking: hot water is on for Earl Grey
Doing: practicing my favorite thing - avoidance
Wanting: Tsar's heart to be comforted. Whatever has gone wrong to get righted quickly. Someone for Tsar to confide in.
looking forward to: I have too much to do. I keep looking forward to slower days - but I don't think it is going to happen. This is my favorite time of day - before things go all wack and crazy and I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I miss being home with my babies - I think their teenage status and activities are going to drive me insane.

sending hugs to (((((( tsarstepan))))))

and wishing they could be helpful me too Beth

really really worried about the Tsar

his FB account seems to have been shutdown

Nuts. Hope that's just a security move, but I'm FB stupid - does your stuff stay there forevermore?

Has anyone heard from Tsars?

Not that I know of. I thought his email was on his profile, but I guess not, and besides, I'm not sure it would work or that he would want intruding.

I really am concerned. He seemed really upset the other day.

Yeah. I just tried emailing as I might faintly remember the e/address. But he won't see it he can get online. And of course it is none of my business, just want him to know we care.

I agree. I do hope he sees.

Wearing: santa patterned pj pants, a giant pumpkin-coloured polar fleece top that I bought for Set ($2.99 at Old Navy !!!) and promptly stole
Hearing: news on the radio
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: need some decaf tea
Doing: avoiding laundry
Feeling glad I was able to speak with the tsar a few minutes ago
Wanting: peace of mind and happiness for friends and family
Looking forward to: Belly be Well class tomorrow

Ah, that's if he can't get online.

Oh, good, Beth. Glad you did.

"Feeling glad I was able to speak with the tsar a few minutes ago"

And is he OK?

Wearing: black yoga pants, charcoal/black clogs, raspberry knit top with really annoying ties at the wrist (do we want to count how many things those ties were dipped into today ), ankle-length cranberry knit duster sweater, long burgundy velour scarf with long ivory fringes, garnet ring that was a gift from Miss B

Hearing:


Eating: Nothing
Drinking: whatever tea was leftover in my mug from this morning
Doing: relaxing
Feeling virtuous for organizing a couple of tangled handfuls of earrings, bracelets and hair thingies onto the pierced wire sides of a dollar store container - it takes so little to make me happy some days
Wanting: the little oldgirl dog to have a good night and day
Looking forward to: going to bed at a reasonably sensible time tonight

I heard from the boychik. He's hanging in and will be back eventually.

Ok then, good. My hoper is in gear.

Feeling sad. the old girldog is failing rapidly. she has pretty much stopped eating. still drinking occasionally. very unsteady and confused. still a loving little dog. Sad. Set is really hurting over this. the boydog is confused by it all.

Oh, Beth and Set. Sad, sad, sad.
<tearing, reading this>