@Sam560,
@Sam560, @kaylie-the-cutter,
I agree with you both, the only thing I can do is to overcome this crush, he's straight and it's just obviously impossible.
Knowing that I'd stay single forever is eating me up inside, I'm just really depressed and I can't meet anyone because I'm ugly and I don't know any gay person.
So basically I'll have to overcome this crush as quickly as possible and just forget about love, I'll have to deal with the fact that I'd never have a boyfriend.