Strong urges

I can't fight these urges anymore! I want to have sex with a guy! I consider myself bisexual but I think I'm all the way gay! I don't find girls attractice anymore because all I can think about is being in bed with a guy! I just don't know how to approach a guy for the first time' I'm still a virgin when it come to sex with guys! I'm tired of fantazing and I'm ready for the real thing! I also want to seduce a straight guy! I'm a good looking guy and a little bit on the fem side! I've had straight guys tell that if they were gay they would definately go out with me'! This is why I think I might be able to pull it off if I could get some advice on seducing a guy! I know a straight guy that I visit and when I do we sleep in the same bed! He's never tried anything! Next time I'm at his house and it's time to go to be should I sleep in my underwear and no shirt! Maybe this will get him to notice me and he'll want to play around! The reason I feel comfortable trying to seduce him is because he showed me his dick and it wasc huge! I joked to hin that I would suck it for him but he said no' I wondered why he was showing to me then! I got a hard on and he noticed! He told me to not even go there! The question why was he even showing it to me he was gonna get mad for me getting hard! He must have some gay in him! Anyway I'm going this weekend and try to get him to want me! Am I wrong for doung this!