Was just thinking about you today and didn't know where else to go...
You know , mezzie, this is very strange. It's just an internet forum, right? And Paul was just one on the participants here, right? And he died, far too early, with far too much potential unrealized. I read your post just now & surprised myself. I cried. I guess life sort of goes on, but some very special people will always be sorely missed. Cav was
very special. If we have trouble dealing with his death, well how on earth do you cope with it? It must be extraordinarily hard for you. My heart reaches out to you.