my crush is...MY COUSIN

Being attracted to your cousin is only "wrong" in some places. Marrying or having a relationship with even a first cousin is legal in around half of the states of the USA, all of Europe, and many countries of the world.

What you should do is seek a lot of anonymous attention for a deviant behavior. You should also capitalize I when used as a pronoun (thank the Germans).

Hi hun, Thought i would message you on here instead of commenting cuz people judge to much but iv been through exactly the same but with my uncle actually but i dont know whether it was wrong or whatever but he liked me too but never done anything we just spoke, But cousins actually can be together as iv heard x