Broke no contact but got a good response maybe?

So, About half a year ago I got broken up with by my girlfriend of almost 2 years, I was destroyed but she exclaimed there was too much stress in both our lives and she is an emotional wreck who can't handle it. After crying heart out I ended up giving in and respecting her choice to leave her alone and needs time.

Well, not a day has passed where I don't think about her because of how well we clicked with each other and how hard i fell in love with her. I've done the dating afterwards and nothing is working. I actually worked on myself to make myself a better person for ME and I ended up getting my own place and a full time job with benfeits. Recently I broke no contact and recieved a response to mine saying " i have no hard feelings for you and she thought I didnt want to acknowledge her becuase it seemed i was avoiding her, in which case I thought the same thing about her!.

Anyways, she tells me she is going through alot of hard stuff at the moment and I try to give my word and say sorry. SHe rtesponds "Im glad youve been working on yourself i just have alot going on" "Im not sure if i have the emotional capacity to start repairing relationships right now and i can barely keep myself together"

I told her i totally understand and I just miss her and want to have her part of my life again even if it's just normal conversations and im not trying to be brute!

This is where Im confused because of the context, does it mean just not RIGHT NOW or its been to far and not worth it now?

She responds with " I know you're not, I just know im not ready to mend any burnt bridges at this point"

Me: i can understand that, youre not ready then youre not thats fine, but i do want to be part of your life or are we that dismantled?"
Her: im fine with that just dont expect me to open up like i used too" " I would be thrilled for us to be amicable to be honest"

I thank her and say i have stress too so i understand then she responds:
"Well i appreciate you reaching out to me, and i do want us to be on good terms so thank you for making the first move"

I said anytime, means alot to me thank you for listening to me, Hope today goes better for you!

It ended there, my question, Is she still in the old mindset of us? and not the new set of how we are now? I've learned alot and im sure she has as well, stress or not I'm curious if she even has the slightest feelings for me anymore like i do.

I know people think once youve broken up thats it its over, but I always think there can be a second chance depending on how things ended. Girl thoughts on what she meant by the first 2 quotes? not ready yet? or never again?

I just want my heart to be filled again with someone who was my life and best friend.