I'm no believer in Gods or that the universe revolves around us.
But you go back to the singularity, big bang, what came before that.
Even if we live in a matrix and we're a computer simulation, somebody had to turn on the computer.
If the universe is a living thing, what birthed it?.
So forget gods and the religious crutch some need , it still leaves the question what started everything.
Does there not have to be a creator, starter?.
You could keep going back, what created our reality and then what created our creators reality.
I think I'll go listen to some music.