@edgarblythe,
I enjoyed that video. Re #1 at the end, about not being able to be good with a god, maybe because it’s the easy explanation of “I don’t know, so therefore god”
We have a strong desire to be able to explain everything. It can be difficult for many to accept that sometimes it’s just that way, or “I don’t know” and be good with that.
It’s quite a blow to the ego to realize there is no grand purpose or meaning that somehow directly involves you.