@JLNobody,
JLNobody wrote:
Very good. What energy! I continue to think of Nirvana as a primordial condition that is realized ("uncovered") now rather than a future condition to be achieved. This bias of mine informs my approach to meditation-- passive and choiceless rather than a struggle for the gratification of a desire.
Here is my struggle with that frame of thinking. I use the analogy of a boat on the ocean. Your goal is to get back to land but lets say you have no idea which way to go to get to land? You could decide on a direction and then put in effort to row in that direction but you might be wrong and instead of reaching land you end up deeper in the ocean. But if you do nothing perhaps the ocean itself will lead you back to land without any effort required, but instead just time and patience.
So my perspective has now become based on this premise;
If samsara continues from one life to another. Then time is irrelevant. If time is irrelevant then eventually you will arrive at the goal regardless of any input or struggle. Sure you might get lucky and arrive sooner if you do struggle but at the same time a struggle can potentially lead you further away from the goal. So it is better to wait, be patient and let the time run itself out and eventually you'll arrive without effort.
But for this analogy to work, you must fully understand what it means when I use the term "struggle". If you don't understand what struggling in this terminology means then it becomes part of the actual problem. I believe the Buddha actually fully and completely defined what this term means. However; by putting it into practice you immediately start to struggle. The task itself to put into utilization the path to awakening is in itself it's own hindrance. Therefore all that is required is that you just understand the definition and then do nothing and let time run it's self out.
I am supported in this mindset by many of the sutras where it is stated that eventually all beings arrive at nirvana. This means even the most wicked and evil beings will ultimately awaken at some point, no beings are left stuck in samsara.
It also seems to be in line with the middle way mindset. If you struggle too much you get lost and if you don't even take part in understanding the struggle then you are already lost. A loose string doesn't play a note and an over taught string will snap. Only a properly tuned string will play a note. But the problem is knowing what it means to be properly tuned, to understand the struggle and avoid it. This seems like being too slack but it actually isn't. It is the point.