Man claims to love me part2 (His response)

At the backside you will come up in quotations what he has averred, and do you believe I should only cast him there are too many conditions. ( Is he serious)

"Know that I love you. I’ve been too harsh with you, but that was only because you had been so lovey dovey the past few weeks, and while I would not mind that for the most part if we were in person; we are not in person, and I needed you to wake up and see that reality, as one can’t live in a dream forever, I know because I’ve tried. Though as I said I was perhaps a tad too harsh, and I am sorry for that; but this is because as you don’t seem to fully understand, love isn’t easy for me either, I love you as much as I can; and more than any other, but you are still not really in my life, so until then, I can’t love you completely, even if I wanted to, because as I said, love is not natural for me, but it would flow more easily if you were here.

Also there another issue that is causing us friction and it is that I am viewing all of this from a place of emotional distance; or objectively; because no matter how much I feel for you, feeling don’t change much in the real world, it’s a sad fact but true, your or my feeling on something ultimately don’t matter, of course those who feel don’t really care about logic, as typically logic and feelings are very separate things, though not for me, though logic is what has ruled much of my life, and I’ve controlled my emotions ever since I can remember, and sadly that’s not going to change for sometime, as I’m sure I told you once (and it’s ok if you’ve forgotten; I’ve told you many things and I don’t expect you to remember everything; even though I likely seem like I do, and that is my failing) the way I’ve always felt about emotions and love, is that I would need someone to convince and ultimately change my mind on them, which believe it or not, would be a simple task if you were here with me, but your not, for now."