@martinies,
I see a pattern in your ideas. You equate God, love, soul and things like that, to objectively measurable things. You mistake the creation for the creator.
One can only arrive a the identiy of who or what makes a decision turn out the way it does, by choosing the answer.
You are just like atheists in that you don't understand this procedure of reaching a conclusion about what is real, by choosing the answer.
There is also another procedure, being forced by evidence to a model of what is evidenced resulting in a fact. That is also valid, but it only applies to the creation, not to the creator.
You cannot measure or make a model of love, you can only express your emotions to say what it is, and in expressing you choose.