@Frank Apisa,
Quote:I also am dedicated to making myself more aware of self and perceived surroundings…and have engaged in several consciousness expanding activities.
I don't think that is the same thing as awareness in a Buddhist sense, but of course I can't know what your experiences have been. My interpretation is that one needs to see things clearly and not colored by emotions and desires. This requires some understanding and discipline, obtained by meditation and training. I don't question your experiences, just explaining that to me it requires some work to reach awareness.
Quote:I’ve often observed that I consider myself more a Christian than most Christians I encounter. I am beginning to consider myself more a Buddhist than most Buddhists I am encountering.
I try not to compare myself to others, especially when it comes to religion. Judgment is not a positive attribute of any religion. But, it is a natural human activity. I'm not sure how I would know that I was a better Buddhist than another Buddhist. It's not a competition. Certainly I see other people and I naturally question their actions, but it's more a question of understanding than judgment.
Quote:I also think it is reasonable to share perceived insights with others to hear reactions…and to help assess whether I am tricking myself into accepting “perceived insights” as “insights” without the tremendously involved kind of “doubting” that must accompany these personal introspection activities.
I think I do my sharing with more subtlety than do Christians, JW’s, and Buddhists.
I am going out on a limb here and say something I just said I try not to do. Judgment. But understand this place is different in that we often criticize each other. I hope you take this as a part of debate I think we all accept here.
I practice 'doubt' often. I don't accept what I am told without some reasoned analysis. I do have faith in Buddha's teachings, but they also have to make common sense to me, as the Buddha himself has said.
I don't think that you are subtle at all Frank. It is true that many people push their religious beliefs on others, evangelists, etc. I don't know any Buddhists that do that. It is against what I have been taught. We do express our understandings here, but this place is different. I think expressing our beliefs are solicited here.