@fresco,
Your case needs a rest.
Even is science was all about control, what is so bad with control?
You want to lose control, fresco? Why don't you abandon your house and all the modern confort and control over temperature, and light, and sound, and security, and food that science has given you? Why don't you go beg in the street, or go live in the desert, eating locusts like the true mystics of old would?
Because you don't care about any of this. You couldn't care less about contradicting yourself. Because this is all a game for you. A game of avoidance. A nihilist game.
Man is both the center of the universe, the ultimate "thinger", and an inexistent, irrelevant epiphenomenon.
Language is both the trancendent reality of things and a worthless currency in meanibgless exchanges.
And now science, which is both what you keep quoting again and again, and a futile search for control. A control which of course you won't let go other than 30 mn a day when you "meditate"...
I leave you to your contradictions.