@Frank Apisa,
(2) It is obvious to me that God exists. I believe that the Eastern religions merely teaches how to have a more peaceful life. I think it is silly to think we can become a "god".
I was born and raised Jewish. However, God was not involved in people's lives. God was more involved in people's lives thousands of years ago than He was in modern times. The theory of Evolution seemed silly to me. So, I became a Deist and figured that God "looked over Evolution. I still talked to God even though He was so distant.
Then I heard the gospel message. My spirit rejoiced because I knew that it was true.
I hated to disappoint my fellow Jewish. However I knew that Christianity was true (in my spirit which was now quite alive).
Just like you, I often told God that He "should do such and such" (i.e.--- give all people a break and let them go to heaven). I gradually learned that God was Sovereign and was not people's Butler.
The more I trust and obey God the better my life becomes.