awfully thin not that thin right?

You're only fooling yourself.

Like if im loosing weight from futher malnutrion an excercise or gaining weight cause of whichever type?

Im not nuts just not healthy and stable

You are busy killing yourself.
You do need help.

Please ask.

Well my mental health team arent comfertable treating my ED and pulled me through the ringer to find out and i have left my old treatment/binder of past notes or treatment notes or dbt stuff so they will look through it before treat meeting tommorow

I am reaching out but my team an clinic at a standstill

Wait for them.

To figure what they need/want to do,?

How many hours til you see your doctor/team?

Where are your parents in all this? Are you still living at home? If so, please ask them to make sure you go to the meeting tomorrow, and maybe ask them to be there with you.

They are a big time trigger and make things worse an i did ensure i could go

2:30 pm central time
Treatment meeting tommorow

I'm sorry to hear that about your parents. Are there any other family members or adults in your life that you trust enough to ask them to go with you tomorrow?

Yes but most work

It wouldn't hurt to at least ask if any of them would be available for you tomorrow. Who knows, maybe one of them was already planning to take the day off for some reason.

Im still confused how weigh ins in recovery hel to moniter and diganose possible conditions,?

My medical doc want to weigh me again blind when i go to the appt ,they have my weight so why again ,? How will that help them figure causes for my sickness like migraines severe etc,?

It is how they can quickly monitor how well you are doing at following their advice and orders.

You can tell them that you are eating six meals a day, but if when they weigh you, you've lost another 5 pounds, they'll know you aren't being very honest with yourself or them.

As to how it helps them with a diagnosis for your migraines, as many before this have said, your lack of nutrition and severe weight loss are most likely the underlying causes of your many other perceived illnesses. Your priority needs to be getting your health back to good levels. Most everything else will resolve, or can be addressed once you are on the road to better health.

Im petrified though panicky and its like i feel like i have to manupliate my weight or loose 20/30pounds fast helpppp

Also i have a slight pulsating pain on my pelvis by hips mostly

Waiting for on cal doc

this is why they have to do the blind-weighing
so you have to learn to understand your body and not focus on what the scale says

they can measure your success, in part, by not seeing the scale #'s go down

have they given you other things to manage, so you can have successes?