awfully thin not that thin right?

Yes I have been in contact with team and working closely with them .

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You are doing very well!

thanks and im also drinking a nutrition drinks to

I'm proud of you - and you should be proud of yourself! You've done a lot to help yourself this year - every step you take towards getting over your problems is a step towards being happier and healthier. Good girl

Its frustarting my body at night wants food so badly at night that im getting up 3/4 times ravenous an till i eat usally cant rest but no appetite in the daytime wonder why ? My nurse thinks it due to my body knowing it needs food more food then im eating and so its my bodys way to survive an keep me alive.

I got a volunteer interview next Tues,for a computer tutor.
I cant bring myself to eat during day and i lodst weight to

Thanks vonny !

Hard to accept that our minds can work independently from our bodies at times, but it's good that you are intelligent enough to understand that it does happen, and why. Now it is up to you to get over this 'glitch' in your recovery, and work with your nurse to find some coping strategy. You'll do it - you've done brilliantly well so far, achieving a lot, and you are capable of fighting these urges.

The body needs to rest at night - you won't make a healthy recovery if you don't allow it to do so. Never say 'can't' - as in 'can't bring myself to eat during the day' - you can do just about anything if you set your mind to it. I have every confidence in your ability to get round this somehow - it won't be easy, but nothing you have achieved so far has been easy - this is one more step to recovery, and you can take it. Let your team help you on this - they want the best for you. We all do.

The volunteer interview sounds interesting - you must be good to even be considered. I hope you get some sleep before then, and get you daily eating pattern back on track. Good luck!