As a rape victim I can tell you this..
-it gets worse before its get better
-it takes time.. Prehaps even A LOT of time..
- and you need hope and self belief in order to move on,or even begin too move on
Its a horrible thing,and I can feel for pain, believe me. But all I can say is hold on, these men will get what's coming to them one day,I promise. And most of all, express your feelings to someone every now and then..
Problem shared is a problem halved.
I hope things get better
And I really feel for you..