I feel I can't share

hiya & higher TTH , i'm someone too, but it's a secret, don't tell anyone

I hope you are having fun. Geez I still get to see things on this site that don't work right.

Sure it does...have you investigated getting sleeping pills to knock you out when your husband is home to watch you?

I could take that two ways, what to think, what to think. .......

I was prescribed sleeping pills. Omg, I took one and I felt groggy for days. That scared me. I even tried to take 1/2 of a pill and I don't like the feeling it gives me, so I choose not to take them.

there are a few different classes now, maybe a different type of drug would work for you.

my wife gives me her car keys because she is afraid that she will sleepdrive while on her sleeping pills. but they do get her much needed rest.

I am not allowed to take any sleeping pills....any, ever again.....never.

I don't take drugs.

Hey, a decent history book that you like but that is detailed.. will do it, for me, anyway.

A long time ago, a friend gave me a librium, of which I took half, because I was filled with anxiety about driving back east with my troubled father. Not anxiety - much - re my own driving, but his. Ok, well both, given my own eyes. I didn't know then about my nightblindness - as opposed to anyone else's eyes - but I didn't like to drive at night. Anyway, with the half pill, I could barely lift my arm for hours - but I took that not far out of Los Angeles in daylight, in the passenger seat.

That was my last grasp at anything like that, somewhere in the mid-sixties.
We made it to Ohio. I remember still a whacko storm passing Rolla, Missouri, me driving, night. And a Holiday Inn. That we made it.

I was devastated over this http://seattletimes.com/html/localnews/2010382767_webfourdead29m.html

I went to the funeral and others before and after. The public is always invited and if you go, then maybe you can relate.

Oh the bad guy tried to kill a Seattle PO. The Officer ended up killing the bad guy.

All normal decent people admire and respect cops, so full marks to you for marrying one. He's got all his training and backup behind him so stop worrying..

Just pretend I never posted how I feel.

Too late, it's all over internet-land by now and has also probably been picked up by orbiting Klingon Birds of Prey

It doesn't matter anymore.

Don't be shy. Most of the people who post here are well intentioned. The most anyone can do is disagree with you. We have some very interesting discussions here and you can get good advice when you need it.

Brandon, many have gone after Tryingtolearn, often for obvious reasons, as she gets into confused states, once or more, rather famously. She's actually smart.
I believe her that she has a lung thing going on. On the other hand, she has obsession stuff.
I'm on her side, though I said all that.