@OmSigDAVID,
OmSigDAVID wrote:
I don't hate u, Fido. There is no reason for that.
I just don't wanna be bothered with your halluciations.
For that reason, I seldom read your posts; once in a while
just a little skim of a few words of one.
In another century, I liked a girl who sadly was afflicted
with paranoia; very delusive. I tried to participate in having
a pleasant time with her in nice restaurants over dinner,
but she INSISTED on making me listen to her delusions.
I was forever triaging her words as to what was believable,
what was obvious nonsense and what was a mixture of the 2.
I 'm not gonna begin doing that again with U, Fido,
but I don't hate u, nor do I wish u any unhappiness.
Who knows: maybe some day u will recover your sound mental health. Good luck with that.
David
Freud said: Neurosis does not deny existence of reality, it merely tries to ignore it: Psychosis denies it and tries to substitute something else for it... A reaction which combines features of both these is the one we call normal, or "healthy"; it denies reality as little as neurosis, but, then, like psychosis, is concerned with effecting a change in it...
Now; by that standard you are psychotic since you deny reality at the same time trying to transform it... I am normal enough by Freud's standard, but were I truly normal in my own eyes I would have to share your psychosis as I cannot... I wish to change nothing... I deny nothing... The problem is not alone myself... The problem is all of us because for quite realistic reasons we cannot change, and no animal can change itself though each can learn...And the psychotic is an exception because they cannot learn and at the same time deny reality... What sets me apart is not that I have been diagnosed with some terrible disorder, because I have not... I recognized that I am depressed only because I find myself more so and less so... My disease, to put a name on it is nostalgia, and I fear it is fatal...I miss the people who once shared my life, and I remember a more rural time, and when ever I must drive down a country road I am afflicted with nostalgia, and my heart aches for the people I once loved now gone...
But I do not **** myself as you so seem to do about the past being better when whites did not have to share their rights and property with so many of so many nations poor and withut promise...There was a time when there was no limit to wealth, and resources seemed endless... Now even our most abundant resources must be bought and rationed in their own ways: Sunscreen for the Sun, filters or taxes for fresh water... You would change everything if you were given your way, and I would change little...
All I would change is this: I would have humanity understand what to me seems obvious... All human progress demands a change of forms... That person changing a pair of house slippers for a pair of boots to go out into the snow is doing what everyone would do with this society if they were aware of what they could change and what they cannot... Awarness is a small thing to offer a person, and it hardly deserves thanks; and if you were not so stuck in your denial of reality I would have your thanks... But from a psychotic no one can expect thanks let alone wisdom... Here is you in a portrait by Lictenberg, since you so often want to punish the innocent and spare the guilty: It is Questionable whether when we break a murderer on the wheel, we aren't lapsing into precisely the mistake of the child who hits the chair he bumps into...
Most of society's maimed were maimed by a society that cannot escape the form of its principals that no longer work, if they ever did... The form of our Economy had its religious, philosophical and legal defense; but all it ever was was justified self interest... I will not deny that some good did come out of it, but little good, and very little of good...Much of what we call progress rests solely on the death wish, and the environment and resources have certainly been destroyed in the process, and that is normal, and not healthy...
When some idiot tells the poor in a land with millions unemployed that they should get a job he is just like the Presbeterians who once punished poverty with their poor laws... They deny their own responsibility in the reality they have, and what they want is to attack a symptom rather than the disease, because the cause would be found in their own behavior which they cannot change though they can blame the poor, and punish them...You are psychotic in your denial of the reality before you, but at least you are not so alone as I...