@JGoldman10,
How exactly do you believe God is going to find you a wife?
And, IDK, I appreciate your new found belief, but you had to have been somewhat sexual in some form, fashion somewhere along the line in your life, even if you are a virgin. That's not normal.. I also appreciate what the Bible says but like I said, It's got to be doctored along the way, every book is, or mis-interperated, so God gives us hormones and we must never lust, how do we find our partners? We lusted after them or else we wouldn't have found our partner as there would have been no connection, chemistry...
Yes I know how hard Marriage is, like everything it requires alot of hard work, compromise and good sex, laughter, fun, togetherness...
Doesn't that sound like a happier life for you?
If you walk this Earth fearing Divorce, you will never marry.
Kind of see God shaking his head there saying, that is not what I told you to do, walk the earth, no lusting, no marrying, sit behind a computer, no laughter, no fun, no sex - die and come back to me....
I am sure he's shaking his head on that notion.