alright, well let me go ahead and span out on my situation then.
firstly, I might just be a total girl and freaking out for no reason, but I like to talk things out. it makes me feel better about things. here it goes anyway.
I met him through his cousins, who are casual friends of mine. we met in person only one time because he goes to college three hours away, so over the last two months we've been talking through various technological sources and we've grown to really like each other. he was in town again this weekend and we met up and well...hooked up. I made sure before it happened that we were both on the same page. I told him I didn't just want a weekend fling and that I really liked him. We both agreed that we like each other and would like to leave things open and see where it goes.
however...I'm getting paranoid and thinking that maybe I should have waited things out a little longer. I've had a weird sexual development, to be honest. I've never had sex inside a relationship. I'd really like to experience that intimacy with someone that actually cares about me. But yeah, it just felt natural to go for it. we had a good chemistry and we clicked and it just felt right. but now I'm having second thoughts.
...oh yeah. and he was a virgin.
I guess what I'm really worried about is that I've had these experiences before and it never led to anything more. Should have learned from those experiences right? well, it happened. what should my next move be?