jesus god **** i wish you would shut up.
not that an announcement is even necessary, but Im going to put your name on ignore. Im tired of signing in and seeing your name every where.
You should be exhausted spinning your wheels SO much at simple words on a screen. Its sad really, to think that you are sitting at home, ( or office or where ever) truly steaming, focusing on and fretting over someones WORDS on a computer.
The solution for you is simple. TURN off your computer.
STOP coming to a site.
STOP being so diminished in personal power that some simple black and white text can dominate your life like this. Its this side of pathetic how much energy, how much repetition and how much of your daily time goes into simple text. In the big global picture, and the big scope of YOUR life..these words, her opinion, MY opinion and the behaviors of the people on this forum DO NOT MATTER.....
We will not stop your income
we will not damage your social standing, your job, your home... anything. There is no power like that here. Yet you create drama here like there is. Why are you so focused on this? You keep attempting to prove yourself and pretend that you are one track minded with "stopping" someones behavior.
The internet IS NOT REAL LIFE. It is NOT important. No one here truly cares about who you are, or what you are. You are owed NOTHING here, not an apology, not a rule, not a post delete.. nothing. It is YOUR choice to read what people write here and you keep that going.You have established nothing, you are creating nothing and you are only propelling your own drama. Thats all.
It is all YOU. You are giving everyone here control of your life, your emotion, your thought process AND your free time.
We have it. Because you give it. Life is not in your screen. You are not your "avatar" or online persona. Your own life must be pretty sad if you have to spend time escaping it the way you do here by continuing to push a subject that has no matter. Stirring an empty pot so to speak so you dont have to focus on anything else.
Get a grip. Get a life. Stop spinning your wheels on something SO unproductive and SO immature and begin to focus on YOU.
And no, that is not an insult but you will take it that way to feed your need to be the victim and attempt to shine like an innocent martyr. You will pluck things I say and things others say to use to create your 'personality' and defend an ill perceived attack from this post on things about you that do not even matter.
I can imagine you.
No real social life, mundane job where I bet you are NOT a boss, not a management and just getting along doing simple things.There is nothing in your life you feel you are in control of and I bet you feel slighted by MANY things your life. Its as if you are always being taken advantage of, over looked and judged by simply who you are. Everything goes wrong for you and no one ever 'gets you' huh?
Dude.. thats all in your head.
I really DO hope you can find an exit strategy for your current state. It has to be miserable.