@shewolfnm,
Wolfie and others, and you too, JGoldman - I and many others think your antennae for social discourse are very insensitive; I think that a lot of the hostility you get here is from your lack of clue on all this, which is likely how your brain works, and from your antagonism after people try to correct or help you.
I see this as a kind of spiral, some people trying to help for a while, some mocking, and you trying to be cool but often hostile.
Yes, I know you are smart. You tend not to actually listen to what people that are trying to help you say. You insist on yelling in caps and have probably been told not to many dozens of times.
I hope you are seeing at least a psychologist and maybe a neurologist, because we all have different brains from each other and much is now known to help in our daily lives.
This is not slander or condemnation. Saying that is a cop out.