@peter jeffrey cobb,
Wow you sound really good. I know that you have to be proud of yourself for the quit smoking and all that you have done. The reason I know this is because I quit smoking too and it is the hardest thing I have done. It has only been 11 weeks for me and that **** was no joke. I also have to diet not that I gained a lot from the quitting but I am over weight by 50 lbs from years of not watching my diet. I think I should weigh around 160 for being 5' 9"
We all have problems that we face. Take my advice, if things get bad "never ever" pick up smoking again because it was so easy to get hooked and it was harder for me to quit the second time. What a fool I was.