@FBM,
You are indeed a decent person, and whatever keeps you that way works for you, like Christianity works for me. I become a Christian because i think Lord Jesus is very honourable, hes not anti-human or greedy, he's not racist or sexist, hes not scared or perverted. I thought what an amazing teacher, i'd give my allegiance to a teacher like that any day. He reminds me how it is to be a human being and realize the value of human life. Sometimes if i feel down i can't stand people or trust them. But i can trust a teacher like Lord Jesus and not give in to all the negative thoughts going through my mind. I guess we all have our own ways of coping with life's ups and downs. Whatever keeps us well and striving must be good regardless of what others may think. I have my share of pains and pleasures just like everyone else. I never became a Christian because of all the magical stories about Lord Jesus, i was impressed by his morality and sense of family, he is a great family spirit in my mind. I do see myself as a realist, i do frown at other people who call themselves Christians and take the bible so literally. But i think our perceptions are determined by our experiences, which differ from others, so i can't expect everyone to understand my perception unless they have had similar experiences. It is a peculiar world that we live in.