My counselor is too easy on me. She emphasizes my hurt but didn't point out where I went wrong. I actually learned more from Y!A, message boards, my friends, etc. than from my counselor. And yes, the vocational people are still helping me.
But yeah, the root of my lifelong problem is my inability to accept it when someone doesn't wanna be friends with me. Then I react bad. From k-12, that's where most of my disciplinary problems came from (i.e. suspensions.) Other people could easily shrug it off if someone doesn't wanna talk to them, but me, I always end up chasing after them.
(summer '09) btw, when I burned myself and screamed, my boss still acted friendly towards me. When I got a coworker into trouble by looking unhappy and customer called to complain she was mistreating me, my boss still acted friendly towards me even though she cut my hours both times. But when I embarrassed my boss publicly and unknowingly caused a scene, she stopped being friendly and started going all business mode on me. I don't understand.
(She still be friendly w/ everyone else and they're all still on her facebook, but I'm not, not since I embarrassed her.)