@dalehileman,
I cannot answer all your questions, since many pertain to language only and singular thoughts which clarify the issue must be grasped personally, to fill your head with vaster and vaster language based explanation would do the same it would do to me, merely leave you with a long list of factors which do not intertwine. Perhaps not, but that is the nature of this, here on these boards, to see as I do is now possible, free will removal belongs to God here, not me.
I will answer a couple of these.
This too seems to leave loose ends. If you are emphasizing the subject aspects of time flow you must nevertheless admit certain objective aspects, such as involved for instance in relativity
There are no loose ends when dealing with the isolated constructs of will alone as an almost formless material parasite/lifeform, regards matter or subatomic base particle of interest to revolving or phasing will as energy inherent to awareness.
Re: revolutions and endlessness.
Nothing is wrong with endlessness, it has been resolved, your system of thought is alternate to incurred original meaning. As implied by Imans and myself in the directionality of conversation. Not that you are wrong, merely seperated for, I presume, purposes of energy comprehension of energy itself.
…...difficult for me to know…….drive through the purity…...universal clarity ……..Or to put it in terms polar……. since innocence of light has been stripped from my core.
I'm sure very profound and well put but how does it relate to the OP if at all
It relates in terms of phasic shift of extremes within man... Imans is different to me, yet I see what he means entirely and why he says what he says, he has hopes that age kills, that, his state of being will never change, yet upon presentation of the wrath potential of God external if imans was in a void, his failure would be lack of collective direction due primarily to a hatred of the universes changes which include him and myself not.
If age can be construed as experience of aspects of force directly upon the mind itself over time. Remember they did this kind of thing to Charles Manson in his cell, it is reserved for those who decimate... To you a punishment, yet they seek subjects.
This is in no-way suggesting the universe favors one or the other, in such events both may very well meet thier end as an irrelevance.