@William,
William wrote:Of Course. I believe you are right on the mark. Think of it not as a book but of us as a new extension of God himself as He understands what it is to be human. All it is to be human. The good, the bad and the ugly of a sentient existence. As we learn He learns until we become aware of our universal relationship and tap into the ageless infinity and evolve with it. Once we get through this death thing and realize it is just a part of life, then we will begin to truly understand our potential. Eternity is a long time. Our existence becomes in jeopardy if we become too much of a malignancy to that perfection and of course then we will cease to be and start all over again. IMO.
William
Trying to approach this. For starters let me simplify this game to only two players: me and God. Me is everything we are and have as an individual, two letters replacing my whole previous posting, and "God" is the rest, three letters representing everything else, including me (?). So would we be some prodigal sons or lost sheep, our pride and ignorance keeping as away from our Father, from our Origin and Destiny? Again I feel hampered by not being a native english speaker, lacking an adequate vocabulary for this examination. A first question (to myself):
-Where is my dignity? Is "me" only a negative, essentially incomplete, a dark cristal lacking a piece, only healed and shining again by the acceptance of God? Or am I more? Am I the only player? It is not surprising that most people repeat each others path, being only human. Citing Majic:
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Citing myself (again), in a "religious dispute" of a few years ago:
"... Objection, your honour! As all "religions", as all "truths", it has the potential to blind you, to make you over-enthousiastic, even fanatic. It may lead to sectarism and despise towards the non-believers, even if it's a religion of Love (catholicism is that also). Every worldview, including that Babylonian stuff, may be quite wrong (or right); there may be many other truths, there may be no thruth at all, and doubt has the merit of revealing that. So what is better: erring around as a seeker, lonely, empty, but sincere, or be fulfilled with the sacred joys of Certainty? C*** is so young, typically her age to stick to such a thing. Can she keep up with Ishtar her whole life, or will it fade away when she discovers other truths, when she reads other books (the world of books is the world of unending confusion and contradiction, I have some experience with those damned things). What will the future bring? Will she throw away that Babylonian stuff, or just stick to its essence, or will she "evolve" away from it, transcend it, forget it, be ashamed of it (in time)? Will religion become a "hobby", when she has kids and starts working with the tax-department? ... Enough of C***. I hesitate to embrace ANY view, let alone the more seductive ones. Vade retro, naked Ishtar, I have to hit the road! This is view 2". (From the Babylonian section of the Archives).
Now it must have appeared on several places in this thread (reading ALL postings may be very enlightening here :-) ): do "I" mean something and what do I have to do with "myself"? What is the value of my restlessness, of being a stubborn little man, of not giving in to some Grand Scheme of Things, claiming his rights as an individual instead of trying to efface what he is and what he thinks? Why do I keep thinking I have my "rights", especially my right to doubt? What's the worth of the individual and his ideosyncracies? William, you will say: you're part of a Plan. You will say: open up for God and you will find the Way Home. In fact you come from God and you will return to Him, whether you like it or not. But being there myself, as a potential, as opening myself up, as doubting and seeking, why do I feel myself more as when I had made that choice? Why do I think that sticking to myself is more than just stubborness and vanity? Why do I resist declaring myself an athe?st, or a pantheist, or a buddhist or whatever? Why do I feel I would not grow but greatly diminish somehow, loosing instead of winning, blinding myself for the Path instead of finding it? Why do I feel there must be some mistake in these "solutions", not just possible but even inevitable? Choosing means you can make the wrong choice, but then aren't all choices wrong and isn't that precisely what it means to be human? Do I have to be erring in doubt as well as erring in choice? My original text referred to being "on the edge"; but even then and there I was incomplete and I still am, and perhaps I will be for the rest of my life; I haven't made much "progress" since then. So choose or doubt? I feel bad in both. Maybe it's all just an egocentric feeling. I feel much better when I can help my wife.
This thread is both absolutely essential and endless. But it gathers evidence, and we may get somewhere, for ourselves and for us all. Or didn't we even start and has it all been said before, countless generations before us, asking and rediscovering the Eternal Questions? And getting No Answer? Or just giving the Old Answers? I often feel like Perkins, the marconist of the Titanic, trying to contact God by morse. No big difference with those who were already in the freezing water. All over the world people, suffer, seek and die, and we take it so much for granted. Could there by an agnosticist prayer? If there is a God forgive me My Lord, if there is no God a few words more about it will hardly matter. I hope this is relevant, I will think it all over. I have hardly started. Thanks for listening.