well my birthday is almost here, and all i can think about is college :(

OK, I'll thumb that one up, while growling at Ogi.

MJ gives useful info.

"yeah but 1 class would take forever to get a degree and, umm, be hella boring."


Sorry, Ogi, but that is a sentence that explains that you are fantasizing re taking classes, that you don't want to tolerate even one, you just want a degree in being.

In the meantime, I'm hoping you connect to local classes on such and such, and get sparked.

So... you want to go to college, but you only want it if someone else pays for it?

What ever happened to waiting tables to work one's way through college?

well, umm..

good point about paying for it myself.(i used to have a good job at 10 an hour, needless to say i started working 80-95 hours a week for like 3 months and i think something in my mind broke , 5 hours betweens shifts, an hour bus ride home, you do the math)

thats about zero time for college, and things fell out with my family and my gma got to rent the house instead of me so there went the place iw as sinking money into with my dad thinking i would take over, ie no ******* money saved. well i had some. but spent it on weed so i could sleep, which yeah this **** goes on and on im jst a pussy there u go.

ima pussy ima pussy.

first i need to find a non-cash register job.

yeah, thats right. a non cash register job. :O



you can call me out and sya oh but u should accept any work that comes your way. well umm, theres something wrong with me, and if i work a register, im going to snap and literally beat the **** out of someone until they need facial reconstructive surgery.

im pretty sure thats prison time.( could i plead insanity?)

lol. or i just need any job and to get laid to relieve stress.

oh well, that last part is gonna be sorta hard. no pun intended.



yeah, i fail, oh well, college is almost here! and im nervous.

I've been there ogi. I thought it was all too hard but with the support and encoragement of faculty I gained a diploma.

You CAN do it, but you will have to MAKE yourself do it.

one thing you might try is positive self reinforcement.
Each morning when you get up look yourself in the eye in the morror and repeat out loud at least 6 times.
I CAN DO THIS!
or,.... I will enroll on the (such and such date), or... I can do that assignment.
remember, 6 times every morning.
You will feel like a right Burke for a while but it does work.


Sign on the football clubroom wall
YOU PLAY THE WAY YOU TRAIN.

You sure are good at making excuses for yourself.

Stop whining; stop relying on your family; stop expecting them to behave differently.

If you're going to do it, then do it, but for God's sake stop coming here and whining about your fuckups.

Slackers don't get no respect...huh Ogi?

If it were fun they wouldn't call it work.

I get that Ogi is not looking for advice. He seems to live in his own time zone, (or should I say time warp?) So there it is. If he wants to do this thing instead of just talk about it, he knows what to do.

I get that ogi's looking for a push...and drewdad's doing his...well...dad thing. I'll do my uncle pan thing...
Ogi, I really regret not finishing college....uhmmm...nah,
just can't do it. Sorry

Thing is, we may care more than he does.