Spontaneous Poems

Hi mcee fya.

The second copy had 4 lines that the first lacked. And it was moving enough to warrant a reread. Several.

Loved the cat one.

Sleep tight.

its been a while since i 've been here - sorry to miss mcee - her poems are really great, yeah...

This one really got to me mcee, you seem to be on fya even more so lately

unfinished obscure temptation

my passion my drive
obsession for complication
pride and love, complicating our lives
like the sun to the west
it draws you close to that chest
the blind pursuit for such a mystery
the ones before you fell
be vigilant, not the same well
you have it all, forget the fame
where do you get the drive to live life as a game
playing it safe on thin ice
such a risk, not ready to pay the price
“you ain’t supposed to here” a familiar phrase to these ears
stayed up at night wishing
for what I don’t know but longing
like a horny virgin lass, hers wont last
temptation and lust, thinking she must
abandon the luxurious life even her security
unclear search for obscurity.........

stare at my reflection not expecting perfection
i see a weathered young woman tired of being summoned
scared i'll become my mother, god love her
shes lonley as a drop of rain in the height of summer
needed just as much
guess ive grown an known not to want your touch
so many things go spinning through my mind
a sleepless night so i write, in a familiar bind
when will i get mine an give them theirs?
show them ive been wanting to let them know i care
lay my soul bare, aint a thing that you could take from me!
ive been low, been so high i saw where sky an space collide
been rich had poverty an yes ive had to hide
no more
some things just never strike a cord
sing my heart out to the lord ask why its never enough
will i die by this sword, they swore would make me tough

and so we meet again
like we never parted
my love my friend
never end what we started
and so
lie back as we reccur into the blur
and memories ensure were in for more
hear your whisper every sound is crisper
im bound to give it up
lets live it up
who decided 60 seconds in a minute?
60 minutes in an hour
my friend we have the power
living by the rythm of the moon and the sun
when she rises, we aint done
draw the curtains lock the door
keep me lost in your allure
love never utters from my lips
just passion from my hips
finger tips
tap on my body like rain
ease my pain
tease my senses and my brain
as we dip down down to another level
around the house we glitter
in to eachother were embezzeled
destined for heaven
the only one we know
this aint a con
sorry boy but
i'll never be the one
i'll never be true
i gotta love me before i can love you
although when im alone i really do
maybe one day i'll like by minutes and deserve you
untill then i'll preserve you
as my boo

follow your heart
but dont let it lead you
end what you start
you know you need to
stop dreaming
wishing
praying
reminiscing
hearing
just listen
look forward
not back
believe in yourself
thats all you lack
you are who you see
thats what i tell
the young girl staring back at me
full of hope
and misery
no dope
no drink
no drug
i think
i write
i trudge
pulling all outside
from me i cant hide
so i just give lines
i dont push them to you
you dont know my face
or if what i says true
but still no one knows me
quite like you do

fire with courage desire
straight from the gates
don't contimplate heavyweights '
in a constant state of thought compinsate for everyweight
size mass n state
crash gate' s and let ya girfriend castrate
pass the weed
ya whole stash indeed
gold cash n greed
pass it to me ,threw these trinkets
of hardwork thinkets
ya art works pink slip
ya hard work and ink grip
in the mixing bowl
1 cup river styx and souls
tried to see how much weight ya fiction hold
calibrated and re-calibrated now but wait ya its an O
fagget thought he gave birth to a thought test says shits a no
are you capable
is this ya first time
is the answer the same everytime , ? except for this line, it's a no
ya ass could be talking on tv ,ppl be like **** ya so
i could be walking the streets , ppl b saying thats the **** ta know
and thats why you aint **** asshole

Struggling with her imperfection,
Angry with life's misdirection,
And everyone who did her wrong,
Making her look like she don't belong.

But there's one thing she failed to see,
Someone likeable she failed to be,
Flying off the handle every day,
Hurting everyone else along the way.

She thought of all she has lost,
Oblivious to one thing she forgot,
That she's the problem, not anyone else,
So what needs changing is herself.

I enjoyed reading your piece dirrty, keep it up.


‘been missing
perhaps far too long
met the hogs,
kissed the wrongs,
even touched them thorns
tell me this is where I still belong
it’s a jungle out there
took getting used to it, sir
reminiscing who we were
if life was fair
we’ll still be a pair
when the rain came and went
storms and all He sent
to test us, we'll be found worth
this route and the wind
would leave the arrow unbent
if only we were meant

Looking back on her life,
And all her failures behind her.
Unknown to her how great she is;
There is no one left to remind her.

The world had ditched her,
Left her in the dust,
With no chance to redeem herself.
However, she is not without fault,
Because she's hurt everyone else.

As a child, she's had a temper,
Which always spun out of control.
As she grew, it escalated,
Each aftermath left in her a gaping hole.

Somehow she couldn't stop herself,
Saying hateful things she didn't mean.
The extent of violence she displayed,
Seemed something before unseen.

She's lost her education.
School had kicked her out,
Still she blamed others,
Unaware what her life's really about.

She's lost her employment,
They canned her on the spot,
For violence in the workplace,
Fit to work she's not.

Most of all, she's lost her friends,
Who she verbally abused out of rage.
No one left to turn to,
Hence, the words on this page.

Finally she seeked treatments,
And got help for herself,
So she don't continue her own destruction,
That kept making her life hell.

Hopefully in the future,
Everything would turn out fine,
Because the life described in this poem,
Just happened to be mine.

nice work

yo man you gatta take my name off here.. i googled myself and i got "YO MAMA JOKES and this.. and some random ass james bond thing.. from 2003 its wierd.. i didn't know i was in a bond movie.

huh what are you talking about ?

I've been wondering the same thing.

I've assumed someone googled their actual name and A2K came up because someone has that name as a username.

Or someone was pissed.

i figure most of you know how long ive had the name anyway

im here
i aint never gon' change
damn right
i learned some things
thought i was invisible, untouchable
put it on the real, yeah i thought i knew it all
the type who always gives, yet never takes advice
my own vice, until i came to realise
the voices around me, hungry for the same things
people are fu**ing diein whilst im claiming
imma change things
my friend,
damn im sorry i aint do more
wish i was there, wish i'd of saw, what was on your mind
u know my kind
i knew you wern't happy
now i feel blind
cant bring you back
think of you curled up in your room
i back track to the times i was there too
no one understood
no one could ever know
the pain that came in blows
ripped my insides out
i thought
theres no way im getting out
i did, like i said
i'm here
oh god tell him i am sorry
i never caught his tears
i'll never forget you
or the fact i knew you needed help
the day your mother found you
the day that you got out
i used to do it
yes
contenplate
id make a noose
get drunk
and wait
id pull it tight till i lost my breath
then rip it off coz i must want to live
these people
these people
they just dont know
how low
how low a man can go
i thought i knew it all
its crazy
how a moment
can show
how hard it is sometimes just to carry on
now he is gone
no kids no woman not even 31
please take him, dont forsake him
please show him some fun
please wake him dont hate him
make him number one
my friend you left a void
but taught me a lesson
i'll live, i'll love, imma do it all
and one day u will catch me when i fall
i pray i'll see you smiling
i believe youve been smiling through it all

i love you karlxxx

mad
innit
how a minute
can take you over
make you believe you gotta leave
tell you its over
please
dont ever do it
just wait a little longer
even when the feelings gettin stronger
there'll be tons of ppl at ur wake
sayin to eachother how their hearts break
how if they knew
what you where going through
theyd be there to comfort you
there will be pricks spreadin rumours
how "it was drugs"
no "it was tumours!"
"he was a thug"
"he was a loner"
i heard they found him in a coma
nah i heard that it was melanoma
i know now
its never worth it
please dont do it
just try to work it
i'm asking please dont chance it
dont even do a cry for help
sometimes they cry
and get put out
just tell your doc that you need out
he wont lock you up our out
been there done it got what i needed
recovery for me is speedy
im doing fine
im living giving getting mine
so dont you every feel alone
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