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"YABBER-LINER" - ALL ABOARD

 
 
Roberta
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 03:35 am
@ehBeth,
Rooting for ya, bethie. Big time.
Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 05:28 am
@Roberta,
ditto Boida...




I gotta go and lie down for an hour. Little fella back in a bit and a bunch of kidlets - I'm soooooooooooooo tired. Birthday party sleepover starting soon Razz
Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 05:42 am
@Izzie,
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... got the guilts going on - little fella just called to say could I take his friends out for the day tomorrow etc -

I'm just so tired. Can't even think about tomorrow.

Major guilts going down.

one hour - need to sleep for one hour.
Dutchy
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 06:45 am
@Izzie,
Try to sleep as much as you can Izzie, you obviously need with the busy days ahead. Count to ten and off you go. I'm putting my feet up near the warm fire and probably doze off too. Smile
Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 07:57 am
@Dutchy,
I did...... sleep............ worst nightmares ever....... BigBoy nightmares, not being there for him, giving him up or giving up on him - guilt. REM sleep is not pleasant.

Got a phone call from MaMa to say BigBoy had been told I was seen in "the car" and was .......... stressed with me. OK - bring on whatever. Ready and waiting. Guilt's already there.


However, gotta change my mindset - 10mins it all starts happening with family arriving so, slap on some slap, and ....... here we go. Will feel better in a bit, once the thoughts move on. Will look at my little fellas beaming face - sometimes that's hard to do, he's more and more like his big brother everyday. Sometimes I see BigBoy looking back at me, not the little fella. He was 12 once.

Now, off to find the hoover. Kitty left another pressie ........... feathers.... oooooooooooooooooohhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo! Nasty nature a?

Quite looking forward to some merriment in the hooooouse.




<yep, struggling a bit! I gotta stay strong, cr*p tears>
JustBrooke
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 10:32 am
@Izzie,
Izzie wrote:

<yep, struggling a bit! I gotta stay strong, cr*p tears>


 http://publicaffairs.uth.tmc.edu/hleader/gfx/2004art/shedding-tears.jpg

Live ~ Laugh ~ Love

No room for guilt, dear friend. Look at all the wonderful things that make up "you." Situations, as they are, would not be...if there were any way you could go back to the beginning and change everything. Your son would not have suffered, nor be suffering, in any way, shape or form. The cards were dealt. The hand was unfair. Still ... I think you have taken the situation and made it the best that you could. You have, Izzie. You are a special Mother. That is so apparent in the love that you give.

I love you, so much. Enjoy your day and smile. Smile from within. That is your peace. You have not one thing to be guilty for. The cards are what they are and making the best of them is one of the things I admire about you. Believe it or not.....that is a sign of strength.

NO guilt. Toss it out in the trash where it belongs.

(((( Miss Izz )))))
xo

Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 12:24 pm
@JustBrooke,
((((Babbling)))) xx



Focusing.




How interesting it is!

Watching children interact.

S-boy has his 3 best friends here. F-boy " his always best friend forever. A-boy " his cousin and best friend, A is 4 months older. And J-boy (dark hair) " best friend from school.

Verra different children. The most interesting thing is watching S-boy and his cousin. Cousin is very street wise, much older step-brothers " mega rugby player, has everything...always out and about town. S-boy and t’other two fellas play warhammer, quieter kids. Warhammer is totally foreign to cousin. He doesn’t get it at all. He almost looks down on them for being childish " but, of course, being the best cousin in the world, plays along " every so often looking across to me as if to say “what are they doing?”. When I took a photograph he shouted “noooooo Aunty.... no-one can see me playing warhammer”, horrified. S-boy said “why not, it’s cool” " good on S-boy methinks.

Then S-boy and cousin will start play fighting which is all fistycuffs and huge laughter... and big ouches. I have to look away whilst this goes on - this is great fun to them, the bigger the ouch the better it is " boyz being boyz, just loving being cheeky and naughty little fellas. FQ wouldn’t be able to cope with this " boyz are very physical. They’ve been ninjas and mudboys............... NOW..........they are putting on makeup Shocked " S-boy gets on cousins shoulders " with my long coat, they have French accents and giggling heaps of happiness.

S-boy cried when I gave him his pressie (yep, 2 days early so they could all play together) " he has his Wii and they have been boxing and playing tennis. He’s very happy. He’s also the absolute centre of attention and is loving every minute of it.

Boyz are so incredibly loud. They can’t have a conversation " they have to shout a conversation. Rough and tumble and buzzing little fella’s. The dawgs and cats don’t quite know where to put themselves.

Telling you all this coz I wish you could all see them and share it with me. I need to share it.

They’re going to sleep in the lounge tonite " setting up base camp " movies and popcorn....... Cousin, very advanced for his young years, bought a big bag. I might need to go check it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He’s a little too advanced and lives a very different life! Wink

Just letting them get on with it " they are now playing hide and seek whilst there’s a break in the rain.....

29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34... ready or not!

Sboy and cuz
http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05434.jpg

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Angels and Demons

http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05456.jpg

My gorgeous handsome nephew.... he’s just wonderful. Makes my heart full looking at him.

http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05457.jpg
Rockhead
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 01:00 pm
@Izzie,
emerson 'appy kids now...

give S boy a hug for me, huh?
Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 01:42 pm
@Rockhead,
Sboy hugs you back RH ! Very Happy

Cuz says "say hi from me" and F-boy says hi too. Very Happy Very Happy

we have lots of mini-testosterone going on...... bless 'em...

they are wiiiiiiiiii-ing - boxing - so funny. Shirts off and comparing pecs and abs! Makes me laugh. Apparently they are "mullering" one another. "muller 'im, muller 'im"

tummy rolling Shocked (heh, I could do that)! Wink

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! Razz
JPB
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 02:12 pm
@Izzie,
love the pics of the boys, (((((( Iz ))))))
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Barry The Mod
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 02:50 pm
Go go go little guys! Have fun!
Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 03:32 pm
@Barry The Mod,
OK............................ the movie is just on........... ahhhhhhh... bless those little fellas - they have had such a lovely time together.

They have done so much - where do they get their energy from. Gonna upload some pics in a moment..........

ahhhh - they did a 123

that means....

1
2
3
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please will you take us to the Leisure Park tomorrow. Ha.... they had it all planned... and begged! Razz

So, dependent on when they go to sleep - which means before midnite hopefully Rolling Eyes - tho, the movie has only just started - and also that they don't get up before 6am - then that's prolly on the agenda for tomorrow.

oh.......... they have been absolutely brilliant kids..... really, such great kids. I can't believe S-boy is about to turn 12. Love him.

annis
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 03:37 pm
@Izzie,
Oh Izzie, loved the pictures, I am so glad they are having a great time.

F boy needs a best friend and that is S boy! He has been waiting to be with him for all week.

Well hope everyone is well. I know I am only here sometimes but life is so difficult at times.. told Iz about Sboy's heart check up he is doing ok but his aorta isn't growing with him part of the op's he has had as a baby. He had a coorctation of the aorta, transportition of the greater arteries and a hole in the heart (which kept him alive). His aorta is distending and they surgeons are discussing medication to keep him going for a year or two to get him a little older for another heart op. He can not carry anything heavy so as not to put a strain on the heart. Think the archery is out! But as he said to me " Mum nothing will happen suddenly it will gradually happen" God how sensible children are!

Sorry to put my troubles down in writing, but I have noone else to put my feeling to, life gets so difficult sometimes. Hey Izzie, before you ring! Am ok just writing things that I need to write. You know, get it out in the open thing!

The girlies are enjoying the Eurovision song contest and they are laughing so much! Me, am on the second bottle of white wine mmmmmmmmm should really stop now!

Wishing you all well X
Dutchy
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 03:40 pm
@Izzie,
Great pictures Izzie, looks like they're having a lot of fun and you're enjoying it. Well seeing that they asked you so politely reward them with a trip to that Leisure Park, you will be the world's top Mum! Hope your weather is better than ours, cold and rainy, but we want as much rain as possible to fill our reservoirs for next summer. (((Izzie))).

Hi Tulip, nice to see you too so early in the morning (night for you), glad you're enjoying a glass or two, I did the same last night, Saturday night ritual. Your son will be alright, Surgeons are very clever these days and give you a new lease of life. Look at this old codger, two big open heart surgeries 12 years ago and he is still kicking. Laughing (((Annis)))
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Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 03:43 pm
@annis,
Yeah........ won't ring, I know.... Glad you are writing it down Tulip. Write it whenever you can. Sboy and Fboy really are the closest little kidlets I've seen. Their bond is extraordinary. Very Happy Gonna post some pics in a mo - they are about to have hot chocolate so will be back shortly.


Hey BEAgle..... oh, loved the Tor Pic - wish I had seen it - didn't get a chance to check that thread today. Wish you were able to come over and see them. I should go and video one for you.... when the weather is better (raining here too - even had hail thisavo) and I go for a walk - will post a video. They are magnificent. x


Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 04:06 pm
@Izzie,
Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05465.jpg

Cuz and J
http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05471.jpg

J <the king of Wii) & S-boy
http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05473.jpg


Mini Testosterone " bless him!

http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05467.jpg

http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05469.jpg


S-boy blowing Maltesers " he is so darn good at that!!!!
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F-boy caught one with his eye....... and laughed oh so loud!!!!

http://i277.photobucket.com/albums/kk41/LzzieIzzie/little%20fella/DSC05475.jpg

And........ the Birthday Hat! Every year...
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<they really oughta take their makeup off before going to sleep Wink>



Razz



annis
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 04:12 pm
@Izzie,
Hey Iz

lovely pics thanks
X
annis
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 04:22 pm
@annis,
Hey the girlies are dancing to this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpdSQ1v-4h8&feature=PlayList&p=FFF6403E1E2F8A30&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=3

mmmmmmmmmmmmm X
annis
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 04:23 pm
@annis,
Oh come on you lot where are your party feet?
Izzie
 
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Reply Sat 16 May, 2009 04:30 pm
@annis,
Ha - the girls are dancing and the boyz are watching Iron Man! Think there is no chance they are going to be asleep before midnite.... well, except for S-boy - he's really struggling to keep awake! Trying so hard to keep his eyes open!

 

 
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