@Roberta,
Hey there...
uncasted tooties are able to walk - but every single step hurts and ankles, tendons and knee are in a bad way. Hands are....disgusting and painful. I'm not coping right now - have just had all the tears on the phone with the rheumatologist/immunologist - am seeing him on 2nd April. Surgeon believes I need a change in meds and... whole load of other stuff he talked about - the word being said loudly is "acceptance Iz" - acceptance of where this is going. OY and FEH! Its not just that - it's the "who else would ever put up with this nonsense too" - if the exhub couldnt deal with it.... ha... will make a lonely 'ole life... ah, cr*p - gotta stop being negative here. Feeling negative does play a part in it too - I gotta think positively else it'll make me worse.
Of course, this is a temporary setback - I will get better again - last week I had the very best 2 days - since then, it's been a struggle. I do something - it takes me out.
I still intend to travel throughout the summer with the little fella - I still will climb a mountain, I still will go to Italy and Paris and Greece, Austria, India, Canada, US, Switzerland, Africa, Peru, Australia and Boscastle - during my lifetime. I will. I just need to keep telling myself I'm not gonna be beaten by this damned disease and that Anything Is Possible.... coz it is! Do believe that.
Right now, it hurts so it's hard to think thru to the next day, but I'll get there anyhoo.
I got nearly 6 hours sleep last nite and then fell asleep again having been up for a while, for another hour or so. So that's a little better. The fact I still can't move freely is..... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Again - I could wake up tomorrow and be absolutely fine other than the normal pain. Normal pain is liveable with, doesn't stop me in my tracks - flaring pain is.... a load of pants.
Hey ho..... feel better after a good cry and whinge so.... gonna try and get myself back down the stairs.
How you doin' Boida - can you growl a little for me???????? Just a wee little growl...
Mis - ah, you sound wonderful girlie - so happy to see that - enjoy your day with the boys - hows S-boys shiner????????? What camera did you get? Details girlie.... details.
edit:: OH MY - three posts since I started blabbing.... you're all having brekkie - yep - I'll join you. Croissants would be good.
Ha - big smile now. Morning good folksies. x