@JustBrooke,
Hey Crew...
OH... I’M HERE... ALL IS OK. It finally stopped raining... it’s on and off now and the river has gone down a lot " up down, up down " it was sooooooooo high last nite. Had unexpected visitors here since lunchtime... so been unable to get online " my bro-K " he’s visiting Devon for the weekend whilst FQsis visits with her family sister in London, who has just had a baby " very exciting times for them and FQsis so happy to be an aunty again. Haven’t stopped talking for about 5 hours " am exhausted now!!!!!
Gosh, what a nite last nite!!!!!! Certainly one to remember.
I finally figured out my age too........ oh my gosh... so, we went to this little bistro pub place for a meal... a bunch of 35-45's gals - 10 of us - little raucous, naughty secret santa (ack) and had some hoooleyhoooley. (some internal political stuff going on - can't be doing with that so stepped back from the nonsense there, sheeeeeeeesh, outta work time) - then, it was up the road to have a bit of a dance. Now, in my day, that meant, big tacky lights, bit of Abba and dancing queen. Well, OMG - kids who were barely out of their nappies (diapers), falling all over the place where you couldn't even stand... and a live band - which I would absolutely LOVE ordinarily - but was so loud you couldn't hear anything and could only feel the thud of the music. Nowhere to dance at all and the place smelled really icky.
GOSH - HOW OLD AM I??????????????? Well, you just had to laugh... then as the kids started falling over... at the very back of the place were some nice sofas and tables - so we commandeered them - which was actually really good and not quite so THUDDY - then I saw someone I knew and his bro - who normally when I see (the owner of the fishing place where R goes) I would talk to no problem, and he's really lovely, I mean lovely, lovely ... but I just couldn't make myself go and talk to him in that setting - oooh, gives me the heeby jeebies even thinking about it. Now, seeing him when my face isn't covered in slap, when I’m wearing pink polka dot wellies, fleece and jeans, outside in the open or the fishing hut - NO PROBS....we talk for ages... indoors in a bar where I didn't have a comfort zone... terrible. I know he saw me and I think he knows I saw him.... but I'm such a wuss - gosh, then my DENTIST showed up... man, no way was I going to have a talk with him. I'm so not used to going out in these social situations now!!!! Ugh. Quite ridiculous really. Much prefer just a few folk around - more intimate.
I can go meet people who I have talked to on the www ... and have more comfort and trust doing that than yabbering to folk in a bar that I know. Weird! I think it's that small-town mentality thing too... I keep people here at such a distance now " real bad trust issues with the past here haunting my every move " strange " people here have no idea who I am " not a clue.
Anyhoo... a girlfriend showed up today too and we yabbered for a couple hours " HA " she’s wants me do a photo exhibition " HA " we did laugh some. Bless her. So, have achieved absolutely nothing today " except mucho heartwarming from seeing two close friends.
BEAgle... happy to see you here... thanku... hope the rains continue for you " fruit picz?????? x
Alex " ohhhhhh cardinals popcorn picking pic.... please please. X
Babbling " so pleased all the exams are now over and you can relax "
Missy " oh I bet you sounded like an angel singing " glad it went well and that the visiting big-little fella is visiting again. Boys will be boys " so good that he is healing well. X
Tulip " good on S-girl with her report " would love to read it with you over a cuppa girl. Will call you tomorrow. X
BLUE - hugs to yoooooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooo love xox
Thanku all for your support again " I am tres happy about the good biop results " my very visible scar is a wonderful thing to see " good news which I can see every day. I think I may ask if I can have a PINK cast for my foot after Christmas " how coco would that be a? HA!
Have a happy weekend one and all " will be here throughout the nite so hope y’all will jump onboard when you’re around.
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