@ossobuco,
Im so glad to be back here again. Somehow was feeling out of place in the normal world! Dad left us on Jan 9th. I was with him the last few minutes..the process is unnerving - no matter how much you think you are prepared!
And with Eby in another city and H-boy growing up to be so dummbbb!!! in studies it is exhausting/lonely/unnerving and what not! Im relieved to be back in some place i can yabber away!