dagmaraka wrote:'extravathons' as osso fittingly called them, tend to make one feel utterly gross about oneself in a few days or weeks at most. then it's a downwards spiral of less confidence, more self-hate and lack of trust in oneself...resulting it "nothing really matters anyway so who cares" into more self-loathing and binging and not caring for oneself.
and i am speaking from own experience. if i were you, i'd go to the gym.
Oh, you're not doing it right!
Pass me another of those chocolates, would you?
Beautiful day for a bike ride, Bear.
Get off your ass.
why bother? will it improve my life?
I SAID
GET OFF YOUR ASS!!!
Do it now or I'll make YOU take cub to the fair so you can see what happens when you sit on your ass too long. Ya wanna do that?
Huh?
Now go get on your bike. It's a beautiful day.
Dude, you need to get in on some of these deep fried chocolate heroin burritos I'm feasting on right now.
"Oh it's such a perfect day, I'm glad I spent it with you. Oh such a perfect day, you just keep me hanging on..."
Garg - I heareby ban you from this thread.
Bear - why aren't you on your bike yet?
It's totally all right to not give a f*ck sometimes. Not like you need my f*cking permission.
If it bothers some people that you don't give a f*ck, then f*ck'em.
Usually, after not giving a f*ck for a while, you start giving a f*ck again....then you don't... and so forth.
It's all part of the f*cking cosmic wheel of life bear.
If someone gives a f*ck about bear not giving a f*ck, then f*cking look at your own f*cking life.
Yeah, let's ALL not give a f*ck! F*ck everything and f*ck everyone and f*ck you, you f*cking f*ck!
You know what I f*cking hate?
When you f*cking want to eat some f*cking carmel frosting right out of the f*cking can (hey, that can be taken more than one way)...and someone f*cking says "ooo...have a necterine instead, it's so much better for you and tastes like a sweet necterine"
F*ck that.
Or like you want some f*cking nasty 'lil Debbie chocolate whatever, and someone says..."well, you should at least eat some imported chocolate made by virgins in the land of Nod, it's so dark and scrumptious."
F*ck that twice.
Sometimes some of those f*cking chocolate Donut Gems from the 7-11 is what you need to get your f*cking head right.
Then, the next day you wake up and it's not like you're not disgusted with yourself or anything, you just feel like having a f*cking necterine and some skinless chicken breast.
Freak all of you gosh darn pieces of shoot. I'll send you all straight to heck.
I'm going to go the one thing I'm still motivated to do.... go to work so I can have a warm place to sleep...comparatively...
i thought you were going to say masturbate..
Okay, now you're all friggin banned from this thread!
You don't have to deal with this for the next six months.
His kids do.
ahhh, ****!
F*ck it.
No one cares about you Bear. No One. Eat what you want. Drink what you want.
How's that?
Better?
Everyone happy now?
Eh, I think exercising all the time is just another kind of addiction, but moderate exercise is good in lots of ways. Pigging out on food all the time is a kind of addiction, having a food treat sometimes is good. Sorry that was so unintelligible.
This kind of apathy can indicate depression.
To borrow Chai's rant: I think we're more likely to reach for the can of caramel frosting when we're feeling sad or stressed. When we feel better we go back to the nectarines and lean chicken. If we don't snap out of it we end up fat and miserable.
BP-See how you feel in a few days, you might just be coasting on a sad wave and once it passes you might want to get back on your bike.
squinney wrote:Okay, now you're all friggin banned from this thread!
You don't have to deal with this for the next six months.
His kids do.
ahhh, ****!
F*ck it.
No one cares about you Bear. No One. Eat what you want. Drink what you want.
How's that?
Better?
Everyone happy now?
You are, so that's what's important.
I care about you, Bear. In fact, why don't you come to NYC and go to the Van Halen concert with me in November? We'll get some drugs and slutty beeyotches and go f*cking crazy with the f*ck everything attitude.
love to dude, but I can't afford it.