fresco wrote:Frank.
Your genuine attempt to understand must start from this:
There is a level of "awareness of everyday self as an object" which is as as different to "the norm" as walking is to swimming. Like swimming this level cannot be "taught from outside the pool" it must be experienced. The experience is not about "belief" because there is "no believer" anymore...there is merely detached observation of a conditioned ego (one of many) interacting through language with "its world". The arbitrary conditioning, the attachments to "my things" including "my life" are seen as passing ripples within the flux. The experience may be fleeting but its quality is unmistakeable.....and within it lies "selfless communion with the whole"....not some illusary objectified deity which some worship as "God".
And you may well ask...having "experienced" this state why do I not give up my worldly goods and attachments etc?....because the state is transitory and any "I" returned to is enmeshed in its worldliness. This very act of communication with you is evidence of that worldliness for if we were both within that state no words would be necessary between us...indeed there would be no "us" ...only "consciousness".
That is not what I would ask, Fresco.
What I would ask is what I ask every Christian who has ever told me he/she has directly experienced his/her god...
...which is...
...how do you know you are not deluding yourself about this experience?
Every one or them has responded with variations on: If you ever experience it...you will know.
As you probably realize, Fresco, the question is a trick question.
One cannot know...and the fact that all Christians who "have had this experience" KNOW that it is real and not a delusion...is merely evidence that they cannot say the words, "I do not know that it is not a delusion"...or even closer to the truth, "It may be that I am deluding myself...but I am insisting that my guess is correct (have faith in my beliefs.)
So what is your response to the question?